So here it starts, the first campus interview for me. Well as the word would have it, I am excited… nervous..?? Naah.. Never actually heard this word.. Close to 10 months here with GiMBA this was perhaps the first word to find it exodus from my life.. Yups anxiety can find its presence by its sheer virtue of meaning. Though I stand confident with every step I put forward, but as chrysalis would grow to be a butterfly… its wandering motions make me a little anxious… and while I prepare myself for the best guard possible, the battlefield seems to be a new place… specially after some three years of inhabitation in a comfort zone… and the best part… it took me well over 30 minutes to explain to my mom about the profile I have applied… because she till the last moment was trying to see some C++, JAVA, or in short some sort of software building in this profile.. And explaining her that all I am trying is a switch was I hope a futile attempt… Rightly said.. Moms.. They have their own thinking mechanism and you better never dare to counter argue.. As they always know the best and the right.. Haha.. That’s mom for you…

Well I took this break to help myself understand about what I have always heard from the people who claim to have wisdom-tooth that the only thing MBA does to you is to escort you nearer to what you really want to do in life.. And this realization of “really want” is the only gift one will get out of MBA… rest, we all know has always been on-job learning.. Yeah if you wish to count the decline in sleeping hours and increment in consumption of caffeine then yes these are two more stats to keep in calculations.. (I am ignoring the Liquor part as that’s obvious) ..

All in all, my experience of The First has not been so great to boast about and this time I am expecting to break this jinx.. Whether I succeed or not will depend on Singapore’s like or dislike towards me.. Because I am definitely going to give whatever I have…sounds like desperation.. No!!! Its not.. Its determination.. hehe… how easy it is to lie to yourself and create a mirage of belief.. Thanks to all philosophic reading I do.. But truly.. Being positive is certainly an achievement which I am literally proud of.. And bet you me.. This is indeed the toughest challenge one can throw on oneself.. I have seen people breaking their Laptop chargers and shouting on someone  whom they believe is present somewhere.. Well this blog is no gyan else I would have keyed in some 1000 more words on this topic… but abstinence from the evil for the time being is the best alternative..

So guys.. Keep your finger crossed until I share the news.. Good or else.. Whatever that is..

Love you all

Loku

PS: to shave and to iron clothes.. Yuppa nothing can ever be as painful as these tasks…  and by the way.. Dil bole Hadippa.. Don’t watch.. But do listen to songs.. I have been doing the same for last 3 days and the more I listen the more I want to.. And to height… each and every track seems easy on ear drums..

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