I could not get any better word than this which could probably contain some optimism in it and as a matter of fact I don’t even know if I need to be a optimistic one for this blog. Some strange thoughts made me write this one and while trying to figure out the flowing emotions I realized that even the strongest metal is vulnerable to cracks when hit repeatedly. Well!!! So far in life after seeing beautiful (Not always) 25 summers , I eventually agreed to one of the greatest paradox about human life or any form of life for that matter.

Everyone knows where the road of this life ends at then why this entire climax speculations make every one go haunted for days. No I am not a cynical bastard!!! (not even a Pervert, as two of my best friends love to shout on my face ). The moment you are born, you know the dice has started rolling and ultimately it will stop one day… that day may be sooner or later.. But it has to.. Unfortunately Newton’s second law does not fit here.. Or perhaps it does because there are just so many external factors involved here…who knows.. My point of delusion is “why do we then never acknowledge this, prima facie… A little tough for me to understand.. As rightly copied from Chandan’s Gtalk status message “Life is but an journey to End”… Deep thought huh?? Well if you believe so then it is.. But if we change the lens we have a new canvas to see and a new motion to emote. I know philosophic me is very sad…. And Chandan specifically nods in disbelief when I write anything other than.. My usual self.. And further complicating tangle of emotions is .. My girl would never read such piece of immense depth ( I mean what I write when I am under huge and burdening impression of al-kuḥl which essentially is the mother of word “Alcohol”..you can trace the etymology on Wikipedia..) as she says it forces her to reconsider her decision about me.. And thus I keep the count to minimum..

As someone said once and then has been repeated in countless movies and public speaking (Self-assurance topics) “Live each day as it is your last”.. Aren’t we hooking our entire life path to that ultimate end.. And nothing but a trivial truth.. For simple reason that that anchoring point gives you motivation, a courage to do what you have never done, to be what you really want to be.. And likes of such “you can win” words.. And then when it comes to be face-to-face with it.. We crash..we shatter.. And eventually leave a moist space in the book of life.. During the entire life orchestra we prepare hard for coda, and when we come to that part of our composition.. We get most concerned and perhaps worried..

I don’t want to conclude with some “Moral of the Story” but I want to think that if I know I have an end to everything.. Then I will start value every second of life and face the last ticking of clock with satisfaction that “I knew all that I wanted to do in my ONE life”.. You can call this entire “I know I will die.. But I don’t want to.. ” an irony or the paradox of life.. In whichever word of English dictionary you are comfortable with..

Cheers

Loku

PS: I hate those “Self-motivating lectures” because he can never know what and how I want to play my innings..

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